I recently did a reading with my amazing cousin, Julie, and it was one for the ages. Four of the major arcana cards appeared in my Tarot reflecting so much independence, solitude, and strength. I’d say I’ve never seen anything like it, but I do. Every time I look in the mirror.
The combination of The Magician, The Hermit, The Hanged Man, The Hierophant, The King of Cups, and the Queen of Pentacles caution, “Hold on, universe, she’s coming in hot.” And it’s true. I spent the last week with my dearest friend cataloging our conversations, walked endless miles of San Diego shoreline taming runaway emotions, and drove aimlessly through the desert confirming what the Tarot was reflecting back at me.
Here’s what I learned:
There have been times that were hard, but when I look at me now, I think I’m doing ok.
There are very few people with whom I would trade places. My problems, well, I prefer them anyone else’s.
I am the complete package because I have all I need, so very much more than I’ll ever need.
I am genuine, open, and transparent in my interpersonal dealings and while this disarms a lot of people, and maybe makes others uncomfortable, I still think y’all secretly appreciate knowing where I stand.
I will make things happen for myself because I can be in control and should always choose to be.
A calm passion guided by a raw intellect rule the day. Generosity over all.
I will get what I want because my will is the ultimate lever of control in my own life.
I will try to curate a supreme confidence in myself and harbor nothing to hide.
Deep and personal connections with people are the only things I care to collect.
She who tells clever stories, rules the world.
I give off a lot of energy. I am not for everyone.
I am responsible for who I am (and so are you).
I like me.
And that’s how I arrived at today; balanced, centered, and grounded. My thoughts aren’t running away from me. My energy isn’t rattling around like a single pea in an empty tin can. My eyes aren’t darting around nervously. Maybe you don’t need tarot, or salt water in your hair, or winding desert roads to find what you’re searching for. But I did. So I went and got them.
And when I stepped out of my car and into that desert, I was the only heartbeat for miles and miles and miles. My sandals melted beneath my feet as my face burned beneath the sun and I have never felt so satisfied. Indeed, I’m coming in hot. Vamos.
I love Tarot for just how you used it – as an opportunity to reflect and appreciate!